I think we're starting to become friends, and lines are starting to blur a little. Which is probably not good, because they shouldn't blur.

It sucks how much I am starting to need you. I hate that word "need" because it gives the other person power. It tells them that they can hurt me. I don't want to need you and I don't want to cling. I don't want you to be okay with me clinging either because that makes it so much easier.

I almost wish I had never opened up to you and gone down this road.