i want to feel absolutely nothing for you. i'm hurt and angry right now and i feel like i'd go out of my way to hurt you because you hurt me (unintentionally)

but at the same time, i'm hoping you reach out to me at the end of the semester when you realize the last thing i've said to you is "whatever" and never came back to see you.

(and yet i'm still going to take your class next semester... which is a really bad decision that i'm fully aware of)

i'm hoping being friends with tia will help me forget you.